Archive for January, 2008

Review chemist

{ January 26, 2008 @ 12:51 pm } · { Revision }
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Revision

Just a bit of revision on this chapter of chemistry.

Matter –> has mass & occupied space.
Elementary particles –> may be atoms, Molecules or ions

* All metals & noble gases are made up of atoms
* A compound formed between non-metallic elements is made up of molecules
* A compound formed between a metal and a non-metal is made up of ions

Element –> Is a substance that cannot be made into anything simpler.
Cations –> Positive charged Ions
Anions –> Negatively charged Ions

Changes of states in water
Melting point –> temperature at which the solid changes into liquid
Freezing point –> temperature at which the liquid changes into solid

Atoms
Proton number = atomic number –> number of protons in an element
Proton number -same-> Electron number
Nucleon number = Protons + neutrons
Isotopes –> Atoms of the same proton number but different neutron number

Pain, Aches

{ January 26, 2008 @ 12:38 pm } · { days }
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My day
My arms pain a lot. My muscle around the stomach ache too. Well thanks to scouts yesterday for making us try out robe climbing. A tough thing to do, as we hardly done it beforehand. But I actually believe i can do it, I just need time! Arggh.

Yeah its getting pretty short as the time comes. Getting no idea what to blog as the days pass ><

Greek Defination of "love"

{ January 22, 2008 @ 3:10 pm } · { Love }
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Agape (ἀγάπη agápē) means love in modern day Greek. The term s’agapo means I love you in Greek. The word agapo is the verb I love. It generally refers to a “pure”, ideal type of love rather than the physical attraction suggested by eros. However, there are some examples of agape used to mean the same as eros. It has also been translated as “love of the soul”.

[This love represent the true undefined love. A love our God has shown us]

Eros (ἔρως érōs) is passionate love, with sensual desire and longing. The Greek word erota means in love. Plato refined his own definition. Although eros is initially felt for a person, with contemplation it becomes an appreciation of the beauty within that person, or even becomes appreciation of beauty itself. Eros helps the soul recall knowledge of beauty, and contributes to an understanding of spiritual truth. Lovers and philosophers are all inspired to seek truth by eros. Some translations list it as “love of the body”.

[The sexual Love. The one involve physical touch sensuality. Not A love that is there forever]

Philia (φιλία philía), a dispassionate virtuous love, was a concept developed by Aristotle. It includes loyalty to friends, family, and community, and requires virtue, equality and familiarity. Philia is motivated by practical reasons; one or both of the parties benefit from the relationship. Can also mean “love of the mind”.

Storge (στοργή storgē) is natural affection, like that felt by parents for offspring.

Xenia (ξενία xenía), hospitality, was an extremely important practice in ancient Greece. It was an almost ritualized friendship formed between a host and their guest, who could previously be strangers. The host fed and provided quarters for the guest, who was only expected to repay with gratitude. The importance of this can be seen throughout Greek mythology, in particular Homer’s Iliad and Odyssey.

Hillsong united – all for love

{ January 22, 2008 @ 2:41 pm } · { Christinity, Music }
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05 All for Love.wm…

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

My Favorite Personality

{ January 20, 2008 @ 7:08 am } · { Eassay }
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My eassy

Ok I’ve spended a hard time doing this eassy, so I’m GONA BLOG IT. I’m arnt gonna let my hard work go to the drain. Lol

In life, everyone tends to idolize someone and take him as their favorite personality . People’s favorite character comes in many categories. Some from film stars or singers, some might idolize famous painters or musicians. Some group might go to the extend of liking historical people , like famous kings from different dynasties and brave warriors who won many duel. Looking around my friends and hearing them telling and saying about their favorite personality, I for one have a favorite personality as well. My favorite personality is none other but my dad.

My dad came from a poor family with 4 other siblings. He is the middle sibling among the other four. My grandparents were busy working and had no time to take care of all of them, and my dad learned to become independent through that. Everyday he’ll cycle to school which is 10 miles from home. After school, he goes home to take care of his younger brother and sister and help them in their studies.

My dad study in La Salle Secondary school, a Christian English school at that time, where he learn of Christianity and got converted into a Christian. From there he slowly grows great in faith and started his life as a Christian. He always helps people as much as he could, especially his friends and family. Sometime I questioned him of his kindness to others and he would tell me that he does it to show the love of God to others. In his academy life, he achieved good grades for all his major exams, and attained a PhD. Because of that, he encourages my brother and I to study hard to have better future. Apart from that, he also encourages us to take part in co-curriculum to improve our leadership skill.

Just like most guys, my dad is pretty relax and cheeky at times. He likes making humorous jokes to amuse people and sometimes teasing me. He enjoys spending his time with the family and interacting with all of us. No matter how busy he is, he’ll try to find time to help me in my homework and teach science subject like physics and chemistry to me. When my dad went overseas to work there for a couple of months, he had never fail to phone us back weekly to make sure everything is alright. And knowing I like archery, my dad bought me a bow and arrow and taught me how to use it.

What I like most of my dad is he is multi talented. He can do almost anything we ask, from making a statue to playing musical instrument. His kind and compassionate character cause him to be liked by a lot of people. My dad will hear any issues we have, and have never stirred up an argument. Therefore, I respect him above any mankind that lives on earth

long and boring

{ January 19, 2008 @ 10:51 am } · { mood, poll }
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Too kiasu?
1) I dont like it when people are better then me
yes( ) no( ) partly (/)

2)I feel small when smart and intelligent people are around me and I’m the worst in that group
yes(/) no( ) partly ( )

3) I get upset when people who were once worst then me beat me by using cheating method
yes(/) no( ) partly ( )
4) Its not fair! he always win! [I had this kind of thinking before]
yes(/) no( ) partly ( )

5) I cry when someone beat me in exam.
yes( ) no(/) partly ( )

6) I dislike people with good results /beat me in exam
yes( ) no( ) partly (/)

7) I got dreams of having bad results
yes(/) no( ) partly ( )

8) I prefer to read books then to go out and play
yes(/) no( ) partly ( )

my days
A usual long and boring day. Lots of homework yet complete, more boosting and bragging of processions in maple, and alot more crap. Sigh. Good thing is at home no one s here to call me si kura-kura…. greats!

Obviously its what we call cheating I suppose. But common! Everyone cheat once or twice before! Why must you [means me] keep persecuting him? Its like….duhh typical.

Time to save money for an ipod! Mom promised to reward me an Ipod for my PMR results…but she say she’ll only pay 80% of the cost….because i short of 1 A…Arggh. Thanks a lot pal for loosing it -_-”

cca was fun yesterday! but as a results my legs are all aching… o well

Wee I miss the sensation! I wanna be happy, but my heart don’t allow. so bad, so sad!

My games
I’m starting to hate talking about maple in school. Everyday i go to school all those brats who are uninterested in studying keep talking about maple maple maple. Even though I hardly mix with them, I’m starting to feel its irritating!!! Arggh. Kiasu feeling!! Feel like cursing whoever who talks about maple loudly in school.

Geez i’m evil rite? o well…

14.1.2008

{ January 18, 2008 @ 2:42 pm } · { classmates, friends, mood }
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Back in reflection 14.1.2008

As I was doing some revision in the rented room in Penang, My thoughts reflect back to what happen on Monday. I decided to finish my revision and turn on my laptop to type this out and ready to blog it when I go back Kedah. I had a hard and perhaps you could say, humiliating day in school. And I feel what that teacher has say to me was totally unfair. After all I don’t see that having the book or don’t will make a difference. Besides, all my notes were written in a note book I carry everywhere. I prefer to keep my books clean of writing unless it’s a revision book. Its just unfair to point it out so straight into me that make me feel so small and humiliated.

I really feel my purpose studying in science class now is to REALLY study. No more the playing craps and making jokes frequently like before. People who know me before say I’ve changed, but perhaps I did change. I got my study mood burning up like a blaze of fire, and it doesn’t seems to weaver. My temper too become shorter then before. I could get angry with anyone easily but without showing it, but inside I just feel so angry and piss of their attitude even though they did noting seriously wrong.

On the other hand, this changes might have not happen if I wasn’t separated with my closest friend. In Science class (of which I’ve chosen), I had not a single friend I actually can sit beside and joke and laugh and talk anything in the world with. Every friend there I’ve meet is just a ‘hi’ and ‘bye’ friend. A friend that I could not talk anything personal. Moving to science class is as good as saying I’ve transferred school, as majority of my previous classmates has chosen art class. I wish I could join them too and be in the same class as them, but due to the fact art class do not have the classes I’ve been interested since my bro went to form 4 (bio, chemist, physic and also add math!) I had made my choice to move to science instead of staying with them. Well the results is I had not a single friend here, but its ok. I’ll can live being alone.

I’ve realized the friend I used to call just friend, is more dearer to me then how I felt before. It actually brought tears (and its real! Seriously) to my eye. Ling Ling, whom I’ve never appreciate her friendship so much as before, is much dearer and precious to me. She took art class, and hence I could not meet her class by class. Ling Ling actually treasure our friendship, and we continue to study add math together during recess . She helped me a lot this year, even though its just 3 weeks of school, but I’ve felt how much she took me as her friend. The one that hit me straight to the heart was when she told Catherine she had already planned to pick me into her petrol in scout first hand because she did not wish others to pick me first. She did it out of friendship bound, and I sense she too knows how tough it is to talk to each other now that we are in different class and is taking the opportunity to make me part of her team in scouts for more interaction together.

As far as I’ve heard people gossiping about Ling Ling and her bad parts, I’ve seen not much of it. She has been a real faithful friend who does not dump people she consider friends away. Instead, its people who desert her and says she dump them for me, which of cause, they leave on their own will and she did not dump them.

Thinking of how much she treasure our friendship and doing it by actions and not words, tears covers those two eyes that is suppose to revise my add maths.

My feelings
Held me, o Lord,
For your touch could only heal those wounded heart of mine
My soul is hurting o Lord,
And the only comfort now is the healing hands of yours.
The loneliness inside is beyond description
Only you, higher and greater then any man could see it.
Only you, King of all kings, understand my thoughts


My maple wedding : )

{ January 13, 2008 @ 5:28 am } · { maple }
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My Game

Actually, This happen yesterday. Yesterday me and Denny are officially (in game) married and so to say NOT AVAILABLE ANYMORE. hahax. Well its all a game related things and got nothing to do with real. But overall its an interesting event in maple. So sorry for those who did not managed to make it, but to share the events i had posted some pictures in my blog for you guys to admire…><

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The wedding hall, where a person get marry and the time their are officially pronounce husband and wife.


Thanks Mike kor for mega-ing me on that day. Really appreciated it =)

The wedding cake area where they take screen shots with a limited time limit.


My mega to all my friends who attended it ^^

This is the reward we get after getting marry, a ring and a nice red chair : )

Post more in my maple blog when i’m free : )

Interesting events

{ January 12, 2008 @ 4:03 pm } · { cca, maple, school, teachers }
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Cca Activities

Friday, we have our usual unit uniform activities. I dump St.John due to the fact they have a low performance at the end of last year, and join scouts instead. This week, there is a troupe reshuffle where the PL (Petrol Leader) and the APL (Assist. Petrol Leader) chooses their teammates. I’m in the same team as Afik, Ling Ling, and Aaron, all who were in Form 4. So its really fun to be in the same team, and for this week is team building, where we were suppose to build up team work together and help each other to pass through all the task.

The highlighted event was the code breaking quest. We were given codes to solve, and the codes solved leads to a clue and which we were to find the stuff said in the clue. It was great with lots of teamwork needed and lots of running around. Aaron (blur as always) was so eger to fidn the clue first that he actually trip on my foot. Well if he fall down alone its ok, but he actually pull me down and at the end we both fell -_-” Worst still later on he start pointing fingers at me and call me si kura-kura. (of cause in return i call him careless baby)

After cca, we dismissed quite late. And by the time we reach back to our class, everyone were gone. My legs were really hurting after running so much, and come back to take a seat. Soon after that Aaron and Afik came bak too. We start talking for 15 min before we headed back home.

Sigh what a nice day to be.

My games

Well well! As I’ve posted before, I’m going to get marry soon rite? Well I mean in maple. And today is the day!!!! Sorry but no time to post in details, but This is the stuff needed to get marry >< Da most important thing if a guy wan to propose to a girl, the engagement ring!
A Love vow to promise you love your finance (for boys, fiancee) forever

The wedding invitation given to you to enter as the bride or groom

The invitations to be given up to visitors.

My school Days.
Friday, was the 1st time I ever saw my add. math teacher smile. Me and Ling Ling were debating on a math problem that crack our mind terribly that we insisted of meeting him to find out the answer. So after recess we took our text book down and he was still eating and chatting merrily with other teachers. So me and Ling Ling start doing other part of the homework while waiting. By the time he finished his food and talking, there is only 10 min left before lessons resume. He saw us and this is the conversation we had.

Mr Siau(pointing at his watch): You are suppose to be in class by now
Ling Ling : We were waiting for you sir! There is a question we wanted to ask u!
Mr Siau: Yes wad is it? (I noticed he got this amused look on him)
(asking the questions n getting the answer)

Then we run back to our class after the conversation. But Ling Ling wasn’t satified with the answer and she decided to meet him again. Once more she dragged me along to meet him, and this time in the office.

Mr Siau (looking at us): What is it this time?
Me : Sir we wern’t clear with the explanation just now, can you show us the working?
(show us the working)
Me and Ling Ling: TQ sir!
Mr Siau (asking me): I’ve seen you many times but I don’t know yr name, what is it?
Me: I’m Emily.
Ling Ling (throw up my nickname in front of her and i show her the piss and your-gonna-get-look look) But I noticed when we did that He actually smile and That is like the first time I actually smile. And trust me, he don’t look as fierce as we thought before.

There goes a week. New year first 3 weeks gone!

Ahh…Interesting week

{ January 9, 2008 @ 3:37 pm } · { classmates, craps, school, teachers }
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My school life
“Yay! Second week of school! How Nice !!!” =.=

Yeah it’s a tone of sarcasm. Clearly, I like form 4 more, more as in the subjects as I’m very much interested in. I like my math and add. math teacher, of whom I’ve shown lots of respect due to the fact that he is serious to his job. I do think my Bio teacher can gain some respect as she is trying her best to teach those wild fellas in my class. (seriously, some people don’t know how to keep their mouth shut when a teacher is teaching). Our economies teacher is a strict and (I dare to say) fierce. She too don’t give any nonsense to the class, which is a good thing too. There goes to most of my teachers.

Even so, I have doubt on a few teachers still. There is our chemist and moral teacher (whom naming them here might humiliate them more) Who have this funny slang in her English that make me uncomfortable with. Maybe I’m being fussy, but if u hear her English, you’ll say “OMG why such English is allowed to teach chemist!!! This is too much!!” Well up to you to think if its good or bad.

Another one is our Physics teacher. Rumors from the seniors is that he hardly enter class. He haven officially taught us, but I got really, a bad feeling about it.

Lastly, MY CLASS!!! Omg they all look like the kiasu types. Ok not all, but those whom you see are serious in their studies. Not to count the new ones, since they don’t have friends, but I’m counting those old members. They really make me feel so…. Kiasu also =.=”

Funny, stupid, craps
Ok I’ll call my chemist teacher Miss Fashion from now. Miss fashion has a really great taste in clothes. Just by looking at her I really felt disgusted. Imagine! Every time she enter our class she wore a different type of shoe. Isn’t is so fashionable? And her English…wow! NO.1 Man!!!! “Things” she pronounce as “tinks”. “hytpothesis” she pronounce as “hipotisis”. “mass” she pronounce as “mess”….Boy….I got a hard time trying to understand her english….Its been a long time since I’ve heard those type of English.

And also. PLEASE! No Maple talks in school please!!!!! I really really really don’t want to remember of maple in school, especially about items and all. Main reason is I don’t want to keep thinking of it all the time that I forgot about my work and all.

Another thing. I have no idea why so many people are jealous of me and koala bear. Obviously, I have nothing much with koala bear, except he’s my fiance in maple. But people keep thinking likewise, like we are into some sort of relationship =.=” Seriously, My status is now, Single and Unavailable. Meaning no one can come for me even if they want, even koala bear. So please don’t hold any grudge on me, He is a friend of mine, and one of my longest childhood friend. That’s all. Nothing more then that.

My Unimportant feelings
Ok I got a baaaaaaaaaaad feeling that I’m liking him again. Eeeee crap >
A fact, that fella is really shuai!!! LoL

My days
Well, as usual I’m stuck in Penang alone. Ok this time I choose to be alone. Somehow or another I feel to keep close to myself and not expose myself to a new environment. But REALLY, that is not what I’ve learned from camp. Its totally the opposite. Being first hand anti-social nature, my tendency to mix around is slim. No matter how much my parents asked me to mix around, I just still like the old group. Somehow. I’ll be back in Kedah on Wednesday evening, so that I could go home and study physics and add. Math with my mom and dad. My goal for now is..

I must WORK HARD
I must WORK HARD
I must WORK HARD
I must WORK HARD
I must WORK HARD
I must WORK HARD

Dats all =) Study 1st, family 2nd, entertainment 3rd, friends 4th.

My priory list starting from the most important.

Personal
Geez My trousers is loosen more then before. Before that I could actually use a belt to hold it thigh, but now even the belt its still loose…gotta find a smaller pants now…

I’ve noticed too my hands and legs are starting to show veins as well. Am I getting old or shrinking? Mom say I’ve gone paler, but I see no changes in myself. Strange……..

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