Archive for February, 2008

Busy week

{ February 23, 2008 @ 8:44 am } · { scouts, sick }
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Well well….another week past, and this week is a week so many events occur! O dear wad a coincidence.

Lets see……….. wad happen………

Sunday: 17/2/2008
Gone down with a terrible cold. Get so drowsy n dizzy. Cant even concentrate on studying when exam is around the corner. bad bad day. My parents suggest that I take a rest and don’t go to school on Monday. Sleep late even though I was having a terrible cold.

Wednesday 20/2/2008
Our Bm teacher was talking about ghost stories, well not exactly ghost story, but she claim she saw a ghost before. And how? she told us she play this game call, spirit of the coin. O dear, to think such a good teacher play that kind of game. Feel really sick to think she is that kind of person. My impression of hers is not as top as before ever since then. I noticed some guys, actually draw the coins on a piece of a4 paper. Sickly! uhhhhh……….

But thanks to little penguin, managed to get that incident away from me for that day. Went out along with his family n all for his annual dinner. Well It was great in some sense. Being out with friends late at night, not to say other events too happen, like visiting his home and ransacking his room (haha i wanna do more of that). Great to have a night like that, since its once in a while.

and its also the 1st time I stay up late outside in Penang with my friends (for enjoyment I mean)

Friday 22/2/2008
Scouts!!!!!! physical activities!!!! Got myself all sweaty n wound up, but overall its fun! Well thats me I suppose. I got a…………uhhh surprise on today. Penguin give me a wrong message on Thursday that me me unaware of goin over his place. like……………. -_____________-” dotz

Sicky day.

{ February 18, 2008 @ 6:50 am } · { sick }
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health
My lungs hurts a lot. I’m having runny rose and coughing fitness. Focusing on this make me feel dizzy.

But it was better then last night. Really cannot do anything at all.
Hate being so weak.
As a results, I dint attend school today.

School
Thats bad…. Din attend school today, it means lots to catch up. Yish!

General
For all those who are unwell and sick, do take care and get well soon! Drink lots of water as this is the month of infections passing around. I just remember my mom and dad too got the same cold I had last week, and it seems like lots of people too are having the same sickness. Take care all!

jap cosplay!

{ February 17, 2008 @ 6:06 am } · { cosplay }
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Being bored, Me and my friend did this weird cosplay on webcam ><

Japanese culture!

Err not really….

Any way, going off now. Till then..

Walking alone

{ February 15, 2008 @ 12:47 pm } · { mood, school }
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So for a long day at home doing nothing as the school declare holiday today. Good thing too there is holiday today, my coughing turn from bad to worst, with additional headache every sequence hour. O yeah! did i say my throat hurts a lot too? Cant go without warm water. How am I suppose to study like this? Cant even revise any thing the whole day. Wasted.

School
And somehow or another, I just feel like I’m so gonna get a into trouble with another few teachers next week. Don’t ask me why, but I got this weird feeling.

Hopefully he’ll just don’t take notice about it.

Emoctional
Really, Emotional changing is like pretty fast again. Just the usual days again. Every year at the beginning of the year, I get this ‘emotional changing’ mood on. Could be from very happy in the morning to emo at night. Don’t ask me why (again), but its being me at the beginning of the year.

Studies
Exam is around the corner. I got a really bad feeling I’m not going to do well. Seriously. I don’t think I’m getting good results even with the help of mom and dad. I feel kinda bad to let them down.

Or maybe I’m just plain stupid.
Still thinking of the bad results I got for PMR. Although unlike UPSR when my parents were REALLY disappointed, and surprisingly my bro dint mock me this time. Still, I feel really bad, really bad.

Personally
Form 4, for now i consider it fun. As least, now its call school as we got lots of homework. Surprisingly I actually look forward for all these homework, even though I had to stay up pretty late (seriously, not bluffing!) o well…….

I’m all alone for form 4 i suppose. The only friend I can talk to as friends is Ling2 from the arts class. This class I am……

I don’t want to mention anything about it.
I rather be alone then to be friends with those mobs.
I’m fed up of them

uhh~ smells!

{ February 15, 2008 @ 1:45 am } · { Uncategorized }
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disgusting

Uhh… I just simply hate the smell of smoke and perfume!!!!!

No offense here, but basically its just so sickening!!
2 days ago i went over my friend house in Penang, her parents are smokers. When they were in the car, her parents smoke without opening the window. I was like… “wtf?!” Not to brag, but every time ppl around me smoke, I tend to feel i’m polluting myself with the air they breath out, usually smoke smell make me choke for no apparent reason, so when they were smoking i hardly dare to breath and try breathing in and out as little as possible. That, is for smoking.

As for perfumes…….
OH MY GOD THIS IS TERRIBLE!!!!
Its really stinky smell of it. To guys who thinks that girls like make up and perfume and all those stuff, you have just met one who doesn’t like all these!!!!
Seriously, the smell me me cough so much. And it even make me feel giddy and vomit-ish. Yesterday one of my classmate put on this so-strong perfume that I actually feel so sick till lost my appetite for lunch. And to think after that the effect still goes on as i keep on coughing till now!! As first it wasn’t so bad, but its getting worst as times come till my lungs were all burn up now.

Conclusion. I hate smoke and perfume smell!!

Men are Hard to please !

{ February 10, 2008 @ 8:01 am } · { Uncategorized }
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This is so very true…..hahaha!!! check below.

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are
IN LOVE with him;

If u Don’t, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are
trying to LURE him;

If u Don’t, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are
STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no
BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he’ll lose
FACE.

If he’s Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don’t Love him, he tries to
POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.
(very true huh?)

If u don’t make love with him., he
says u don’t Love him; *swt*

If u do!! he says u are CHEAP. wth

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u
are TROUBLESOME;

If u don’t, he says that u don’t TRUST
him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to
him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES
for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be
TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do
so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;

If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says
it’s LUCK;

If he does WELL, it’s BRAINS.

back from KL

{ February 10, 2008 @ 7:08 am } · { event, holiday }
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back!! from kl.
wow a pretty long week even though its just 3 days in Selangor.
Meet my couzzie, and we went Sunway Pyramid for fun and all.
Even meet Denny there!!! So we just run around and take number of pictures.

So first day, (to cut is short into a small summary)
-Journey back to Selangor. Its soooo long!!!!! So waste money on sms all the way. I think i’ve used RM20 just on smsing that day.
-reach around 4pm+ prepare for dinner!!!! time for dressing up for dinner.
-get to meet up my couzzie who is now in university, and also my younger couzzie who is now primary 2

second day
-Its CNY!!!! time to collect ang pao!!! wow i gained alot of ang pao this year. cool!!
-Went to all the houses, dam the weather is HOT.
-Night went over my uncles house for dinner. and we start playing games with my couzzie.

third day
-Have a heavy meal in Sunway Piramid. meet up with Denny and Vynny. start messing around in sunway with my couzzie as tour Guide.
-Around 5pm+ have to go bak, and hence gotta say farewell to them, and me and my couzzie say farewell as we wont meet up tonight.

last day
-Home. sad.

basically thats what happen. too lazy to elebroate longer about what happen. As in Selangor, I’ve noticed alot of poster regarding the missing girl (forgot her name) was posted all around. Felt pity as i see how desperate ppl are trying to search for her, but i got feeling she’s already smuggle out of the country, or her body organs is already sold out to illegal doctors. who knows?

Linkin Park – Breaking The Habit

{ February 5, 2008 @ 6:57 am } · { Music }
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music
wow this match so much my thoughts

My emotion status: emo but not emo enough to kill myself.

I guess this music explains all

Highlighted part is the part I totally agree at this moment.

Memories consume like opening the wounds
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don’t want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream…
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean…
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright…
So I’m breaking the habit

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don’t want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream…
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean…
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright…
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight

I’ll paint it on the walls
Cuz I’m the one that falls
I’ll never fight again
and this is how it ends…

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream…
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean…
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright…
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight

Yeah its heavy metal. A type of music I haven heard for a long time, way back to the time when I’m part of those emo gangs. But unlike the past, I’ve use this kind of song to express myself and in actions (doing emo stuff…and don’t do it! Its terrible). This is has turned into something else, a music to remind of my past, of those terrible times, and I’m here to break the habit in the past.

Childish attidute

{ February 5, 2008 @ 5:32 am } · { maple }
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In game playing…maple

Yaya, people get hurt easily in this game. Get harassed, upset. Get betrayed, upset. Attempt for item but fail, upset. Level slower then the rest, upset.

It bring so much paint pain to everyone. What for playing? Well the real reason is, they get Addicted! wad else?

I’m surfing the net for some quieter game and less problems. Being in maple all the time makes me feel sick. Oh common! I’ve promised myself not to get addicted to the game. It means its time to take control.

Lets be serious for once. When its time for fun, lets have fun. So whats the point of making yourself all upset and angry just because of one childish animated game? Its something I really need to understand. Why make it like this? Why is it so?

Sigh..

Edited: Haiyor I’m placed into a terrible situation where item and friendship is concern. Now i got to choose between Happiness of friends? or happiness of myself? This is stupid…

I cant believe Maple bring such unhappiness for my holiday. Because of this game, my whole holiday feeling is RUIN. dam

Unfair and childish

{ February 4, 2008 @ 8:29 am } · { maple, mood }
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Game playing….Maple
This is Just so unfair!!!! People around are just using cheat on buying mesos and so. Totally unfair rite? When maple is meant to earn money normally through items gained inside and selling it to others. THIS was the maple I know 4 years ago.

But now……
People buy mesos outside the game, gachapon is invented so people use acash to gain items, exchanging of mesos with other people from diff world……

Its totally so unfair!!!

Well most of my friends are going into that road. In the past they all agree with me saying its a cheat, but slowly one by one all of them are doing the same thing. SO? WAD FOR AGGREING with me in the past if you were to do such things? It feel so much like betrayal.

Yea its childish. To think I’m actually upset because of this. Its really childish I guess. But seriously this is not the first time i got hurt by this. Why must I made myself slave to the game? I got a life to go, this game will end sooner or later, and the reat world, there is no such thing. So wad for Get all work up in this junk?

Better, I should one more quit maple, no point getting hurt by playing an online game.

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