Whoa! A super duper long week. Maybe I’ll do a little bit of recaps.
Last week, Mr Raymond called out the scouts and divided them into 2 groups. The “useless” group and the “working” group. He scolded those lazy ones and made them look at those who worked. Im surprised when he placed me in the “working” group as I hardly contribute to scouts.
Last saturday as well I’ve joined the scouts second training course. Well He claimed he was much strict then before, but I feel he is juz the same as b4. I dunno, maybe its just me. We’ve learned how to make a gateway. Pretty fun, as we din really got wet n dirty. Enjoy the training as usual.
I got some briefing about my librarian duty on Tuesday. Well it wasn’t much as we ended up side track doing other things. This is the first time ‘Him’ throw his temper at me. Well I’m pretty disappointed of his attitude. To actually do such a thing to me. It do hurt my feelings as well as what I think of him. But got on later on, though the memory will forever linger in my mind.
Photo shot session was on this week. I got no idea but I was dragged into a few photos even though I wasn’t interested in any of it. Scouts, class, net ball, library, robotics. Arggh… Dun buy next years school magazine!!
‘Him’ throw his temper on me again today. To act rough and talk like a spoiled brat at me. I almost slap him cause he spoked to me like that. But due to the reason it was because of that stupid dota that makes me go so upset that I couldn’t bare to look into a guys eye. Nothing got to do if they play or not, but when ever i saw a guy close to me or so play dota, the memories of the past float back and make me so emotional, that I just couldn’t bare to be with them after they finished playing the game.
Although we did make up once again, I got a bad feeling that dota will cause the one I loved so much to be attracted by it, and sooner or later addicted to it. I don’t want to experience what i’ve experience in the past to happen again. Cause if it does… i swear I’ll once again move back to my emo self.
